30th August 2005

Woah, the number I received since this morning!!

First from the school, Mr. Jowaheer asking me to come tomorrow as examiners from M.E.S would be coming and he needs me to be there.  They would be sitting with you in front of a PC and asking you questions about how you developed and made your software.  And you should explain everything, even your individual modules and terms and programming techniques.  They did that with me in 2003 when I was then in SC.

But who would dethrone the genius in my head.  I never till today failed an Oral Test, so why this one.  We’ll treat them like they should be.

The only problem would be if he asks me to show him everything, as I also my little secrets as any decent programmer.

Next came the calls from my ‘dear’ friends asking me about the practical tasks.  They all want my copy, they gone nuts or what??

This is something I can’t do?!?!  But how to refuse them ??  And its no way I’m going to make separate copies for each of them!!!  I can’t do anything for them.

Getting all the fuss outta me!?  The bloody bastards! It’s enough now. I must stop being so chill about them.

They don’t give it a damn so why must I?  Anyone???


Breathe…just breathe


Anna Nalick – Wreck of the Day - Breathe

2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turning' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screaming' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breathe
Just breathe, ohho breathe…